I will be in the hospital for 3 days and if my husband wasn't around to help me afterwards I would need to be in a rehab facility for 2 weeks.
I am feeling very melancholy. This is a big deal that I really don't want in my life. My knees used to work so well!
Timing is hard. Christmas is coming. I don't want to do it.
But. . . I can no longer squat to read the books on the lowest library shelf. Yoga and hiking are loves of the past. Stairs are slow and arduous and climbing the bleachers at my sons basketball games this week made me feel quite elderly. I can't even kneel to pray, and prayers are what I need most.
I can do hard things, right?
|A dear friend made this pillow for me.|
I can do hard things. I can do hard things. I can do hard things.
(Prayers will definitely help too.)